Aren't dreams so much like magic. They are, quite literally, intangible illusions that stem from misdirection. People have taken to dream interpretation and all sorts of queer methods to decipher the so-called hidden messages behind their dreams and worst still, nightmares. Are dreams really a premonition or a foreboding signal for danger or are we simply (as usual) reading too much into things?
Well, that we wouldn't know by just sitting here would we? That means we ought to dive deeper into our surreal thoughts and in the event, hope to precipitate some form of telling or message.
I too, am inclined to the notion of repetitive dream elements that seem to perpetuate your mind and ingrain some form of modified conscience inside you. A couple isn't a lot but if it's more than others (now considering that I don't dream a lot) then I say that either someone is sending me a message or more plausibly, I just can't let go.
It's been a while. Well, it sure feels like it's been a really long while. Some ups and many more downs since then and still here I am, on level with the first opinion I had and still doubtless about what I am to do. It's a twisted thing to imagine and a much more convoluted face of fate but nonetheless, I seem to wind up postulating the same conclusions over and over.
So too the dreams remind me of how sweet reality could be. And still the faint whispers of echoed fears and momentary deliberation to betray(?) is astoundingly haunting. Haunting... that is a perfect word to describe this phenomenon. Hauntingly beautiful, like the kind of surreal disposition you feel threatened by and yet secretly wishing, wanting for more.
Misdirection or not, we do like to indulge in our airy-fairy thoughts simply because it pleases us and I do have to admit, perhaps partaking in such low-leveled indulgence only makes us all the more human. Really, it is unimportant to consider the eventual outcome of a preconceived notion because if we can soak in the atmosphere while it lasts, it has benefited us all the same. If it does not come true, then so be it (who were we kidding in the first place?) but if it somehow does take a miraculous turn, then that's just twice the benefit you'd be receiving wouldn't it.
Maybe then it's not that bad to indulge in wishful thinking sometimes, just as long as it distracts us from the painful sting of reality.