You know that moment when you've already made your decision in the midst of tossing the coin? I think I already know where I'm headed even before the coin has been tossed and all I'm waiting for is a sign from the universe to reaffirm my thoughts and to guide my actions.

When you know you've made up your mind, you are only patiently waiting for a sign of affirmation and a vote of confidence from nature. Nothing else can best the choice that you've made. Even if that 'sign' finally arrives after a host of explicit signals to pull away from your initial decision, you aren't going to back down. In fact, by holding true to your decision and waiting for the final sign of confirmation, the universe will come to realize that it has no other way but to, "trick" if you might, or rather cajole a wearied soul into believing that there is salvation and a new life after this death awaits you without a trip to heaven.

Being caught at the crossroads in an understatement as it stands; the roads of divergence and those empty pathways that contort only to end up converging back at where they started don't make this decision any easier. More so, with this blanket of haze shrouding the distant view, it is ultimately a leap of faith that you must take to traverse this boundary and (hopefully) make progression, but not just so you can end up at yet another junction of deliberation.

It's funny how we always say life gives us so many choices and still we forcefully undertake these predicaments and find a solution for our dilemmas. Many a time, we become unwitting victims of our own curiosity in search for these 'choices' in life when perhaps, any road we take will lead us to the same destination. All that it takes is for us to stop questioning and just follow blindly, literally, with our eyes closed and our hearts opened.

But that's one of those idealistic opinions that belong in here:

When I grow up, I want to be able to ignore what I see, and follow what I believe.

Well, balls to that.