Let's be frank here: deep inside each of us is a part of us that lacks mental stability or self-restraint. No matter how civilized or sophisticated you appear to be, somewhere within us, there is an inner beast yearning to break loose. This is hardly a negativity because to every dull, studious or seemingly unfeeling part of us, there is an equally opposite force of craziness and shamelessness.

Shame. Probably one of the biggest barriers in this century which curbs and limits our every action and deed. The way we move and talk is closely clamped down by the notion of shame. We are all genuinely afraid of being judged and analyzed for what we do and this is simply innately human. And yet as we struggle to put up a facade of sophistication whilst suppressing our barbaric self, we lose our natural instincts and characteristics that make us uniquely us.

And as queer as this comment might come across, I am wholeheartedly grateful for having Players as a community for me to let loose this inner barbarian and just go wild. The feeling of stripping your shame away and shedding all forms of sanity liberates your soul in ways you could never imagine. And doing so brings real joy and elation, and I'm being honest here when I say that it makes you feel genuinely and sincerely happy.

With production over, I can finally take a breather but I never anticipated that it would be a release of sigh. At the very least, we have all come out stronger and tighter than ever before. It has been a fruitful month, a journey that I will never forget.

I am truly grateful to be given the privilege to be at the helm of this amazing CCA and here's to our future endeavors  that we may continue to be awesome! (: