Disclaimer: This poem speaks of how the heart is the bane of the narrator, dispelling repulsive emotions even in times of utter distress. This is a tale of how love keeps fear and suffering at bay, for even if it means painstaking efforts, one will not simply ignore the callings of his heart.
I call this one:
Dread and gone.
I dread the cold.
It reminds me of absolute,
nothingness
Not even you.
To shudder as the shards
of pain, groaning in rain, passed
away and to stay.
I detest the blistering chills.
It reminds me of almost,
everything
Your jarring absence.
To cuddle in this puddle
of hallowed hurt and dirt--
a heartbreak without remake.
I fear the disheveled skies.
It reminds me of unsettling feelings;
Unsettled feelings.
Flood and bathe in the winter blood.
Hail the hail, sail and flail.
They break through my bones
Alone.
I cower when the weather provokes
and I fear. Of it's recurrence.
A vicious cycle, looped endlessly.
It ends where it begins.
To remind and locate the find
Fine protest my heart refuses to attest
A test of broken dreams and scattered seams
Seems like hunted deer, hart.
Dear, heart
resent me not, my fear and lot
to halt and cease to seize.