Sunday mornings have never felt better; in fact no other day for the past few weeks since the beginning of the holidays can actually match up to the atmosphere this morning. To gently open your eyes to a day of new tidings, comforted by the fact that anything and everything can happen. Case in point, everything that could go wrong went did go wrong yesterday. I never actually doubted the Murphy's Law, just didn't expect it to befall me either. Bad news and everything came pouring in just when I was settling into a carefree zone-out mode. Life loves to shake me back to reality quite so frequently.

But alas, amidst the unexpected turn of events and minor internal turmoil, this break from academics is very much well-deserved and well-rewarding. Admittedly, the post-CT fever did not hit me with such an impressionable impact as it usually does back at the other half and walking out of the examination hall after the last exam was just part and parcel of this arduous march to survive. But honestly, this year's post-CT break has allowed me to catch on with what I've missed out in life; how simple things can make you happy, really.

It's been so great I don't want this to end. Curse the irony in life! You feed us joy when we are down, but callously erode it when we are just getting use to the glee. But I'm ok with that. In fact I'm satisfied. It's good enough that it tempts us with these unfortified blessings because there's always something to look forward to. With each trough, a peak, because nothing can go on forever--not even a down moment in life.

I say this remembering how the simple things in life can really cheer you up and compensate for the areas which you always feel left out in. Feeling unloved and alone in the world, deprived of society's riches and affluence, cast aside by derogatory comments? These testaments to the infallible hurtful truth is no more. Because when life gives you lemons, the choice is in your hands to receive them with love or snatch it with a sour, bitter heart.

I don't regret going to sleep at 4am last night despite have to wake up at 9am this morning. It was worth it talking to you (:

As for my biggest secret in the world right now? You'll know in due time, I promise.

Just not now. The time ain't ripe.