Good news. News with an 's' because it's meant to be plural (:

I think. Well one of that is definitely celebratory news. The moment our SYF results left the mouth of our Chair, there was a spontaneous outcry and roar of jubilation. The euphoria was unlike any other and I felt myself get pulled in. Despite not being part of SYF in the smallest of possible ways, I felt part of the celebration, the moment of basking in the glory that was now ours to boot!

And knowing that this was now a CCA that I had a large stake in, I felt a greater sense of belonging and joy.

But glee isn't all that's showing. There's a whole volcanic eruption steaming inside of me and it's filled with all the wrong ingredients. Shock, guilt, fear. They pervade my emotions and the evidence is right in front of me.

I'm here because twitter is too public and I don't want the whole world to follow my train of thoughts. And also because the guilt is there. Your disappointment leaves me with many hanging questions and there are no real answers. I can only promise that I will strive to do my best and bring our CCA to new heights. Until then, I can only hope for your support :/

You can't always have the perceived best things in life. And even if you do, they might not necessarily be the best.