Having another urge to flush this stuttered post out of my system.
Perhaps the prolonged degradation of this life has left me wanting in circles. An endless pursuit of dreams, a hopeless escape from doom.
I deserve this punishment, no more than yours surely but nonetheless, none too short of feeling the pain.
Caged in this circle of life, a dog-eat-dog world, a manhunt of extreme brutality.
The survival of the fittest.
And today taught me to be a realist, and if that means being cynical and pessimistic towards the world, so be it.
Nothing can be trusted.
Not even myself.
