So close to passing out. I don't even know why I'm struggling to keep awake when I myself haven't really been that involved/committed to other things. I doubt I'll ever get used to going to sleep late and at this rate I'm going to plonk motionless on the ground soon. That's why I'm taking a stand: I'm going to sleep early tonight and reserving work that can wait for tomorrow! (I know procrastination is never the solution to predicaments but desperate times calls for desperate measures)

Just decided to drop by here for a brief moment before entering dreamland (kind of hypocritical but whatever, I'm cool like that).

Don't really know what I want to say cause I'm almost half brain-dead. The other half has already escaped into the surrealism that is to come.

I continually live in a climate of paranoia. I know that my studying attitude that lasted me for 4 solid years will never sustain in this hectic motion of life (I'm already being extremely lenient to declare that there's actually some existence of life amidst the endless studying) that is JC. I live with the fear that I may not be able to catch up when the time comes around but yet it doesn't seem like there's ever enough time for me to keep pace. And my body clock is definitely against the suggestion to extend operating hours beyond 11pm..

Sighz.

So much worries, a haze of emotions. Distorted reflections screen the murky waters.

Plonk

That was a raindrop. Hopefully, I'm not next.