Well.
This is it I guess. There's this delusional empty atmosphere now that the exams are finally over. And now just any exam, the EOYS of my Secondary 4 education, the epic conclusion of my secondary school education. Hopefully, the results will be spectacular and comforting but other than that, it's somewhat the end of something that was once a beginning and a beginning to what will soon be the real end.
I guess it doesn't mean that much to actually leave secondary school. School resumes the following year and life continues as per usual. I don't remember having to clean up this mess of nostalgia back in the PSLE days. In fact, I wasn't even as wee bit jubilant or elated as I probably am right now, even if it meant overcoming one of the most fear-impaling exams (considering I don't have to take 'O' levels... Thank God) or even emerging as the top student in my own school. All that has passed, and right now, I just want to soak in the bliss of the moment.
The simple dew drops of the morning we awake to often goes unnoticed when the bigger things at life bug us. Today, the sky is clear and my window pane to happiness is an opague transparency. A solid yet clear vision that sorts out the mixed emotions prancing about inside.
There's so much to be said, and yet so little time. It's only the first day of recovery and there's plenty more to come. Right now, I have to rush off to meet the best doggies I ever had (:
On a side note, vCord hike, HERE I COME!