But I keep trying, because I know time is the crucial factor in everything. Essentially, as long as I am patient, things will mature over time and reap more favorable fruition. I know because it happened in my drama feste experience, and that had made me view life through a more unified lens. I was literally everything and yet nothing--well, in name I was the stage manager. I was happy to play a simple role for something I show passion in but to show up at every rehearsal and to be told to substitute other actors because they were "busy" was utterly annoying. I was merely the stagehand and yet I was expected to stand in for the actors. Moreover, my substitution did not benefit me in any manner and yet I was consistent in my attendance and responsible in my actions.

And yet I was blessed with a chance to finally act and I knew that nothing is ever fixed in place.

Nothing can stand the test of time.

Nothing but your perseverance and belief.

And did I mention, the PRELIMs are over! :D:D:D:D

That just leaves y'O'u and me. Bring it.