Remember all the sadness and frustration / And let it go. /12:06 PM
I'm not sure why I haven't been blogging for quite some time (yet again) but this has made me realize a perturbing issue with me. When I set down to do something, i'ts only a momentary decision and a temporary process. It's easy to say: I will work hard and start studying to excel academically! And it's even easier to add: I'll begin tomorrow. It's all about a matter of time before that additional phrase joins my broken commitment. And deep down I want to commit but my level of perseverance is just downright weak.. Life's a bitch if you can't get down and do things you wanted to; life's a bigger bitch because you won't have enough time to complete all your aspirations.
And that has got me thinking: what means the most to me? I know it's God that revolves around my life and creation but it's more than just pure religious words pouring out of you. It takes more than digesting the bible and internalizing it; it's about expounding on the values and living it out. But easier said than done, it's a real challenge to imbue religion all the time; given the circumstances (non-catholic school, bad company) and all the sinners' lament that religion is a cover.
Right now, it's iridescent. Transformers 3 on Monday and I'm hoping it's awesome!
