Frankly, either of the options will spell immediate unhappiness--only difference lies in the onset time. But not like picking option 'a' would guarantee school life won't ensnare you in a similar vicious cycle with the same 2 choices. And well, 'b' can't safeguard that the formal won't happen. Either way it's a predicament that only concludes with your agony. Livid? You should be.
Now you're just waiting for the solution right?
There's isn't.
The best phenomenon now is realization; better be mentally ready for the worst right? Then again, you're now entrapped in another intangible dilemma; because it damn right sucks to know your holidays are bound by time and you can't do anything except surrender willingly.
Too bad, if you're reading this, you're part of the contradiction.
Well, you always were a subset of the equation, but now you know about the equation; There! Realization (:
Which brings us back to option a and b. Remember there wasn't a solution?
I lied.
There is a solution. I just don't know it yet. :D