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Sunday, May 22, 2011
In the end /11:01 PM

For many, the coming and passing of the many weeks have merely spelled the intense arrival and finally the departure of the MYCTs--that and your mundane routine is back on. For me, and the other 5 new buddies I made during my second term in boarding, it's about finding the completion of my RLP Org Comm journey. I find my introversion kicking in so often during discussions that really, I just paraphrase and regurgitate what others have suggested to make it seem like I'm contributing. The real, and potentially good ideas, get stuck up the throat.

There hadn't really been a start because I only knew I was selected for this days after the worst hike was over. My body was weary and my heart was indecisive-things were moving so quickly when I signed myself up for this. I never expected the hardship, to juggle exams and priorities, to not be able to fully utilize my free time for pure fun and enjoyment, to cope with my hindering inward-nature around a crowd of Year 3s, clearly aliens as opposed to my official RLP term.

But things got better through the days and amalgamation was but a natural phenomenon that grew. Yet I'm still looking for something to take away.

I know I'm privileged to have stayed in boarding twice as long as many others, but those the scholars have done and is a superficial.

I know celebrations pave the way to conclusions but this experience is definitely more than just a farewell.

If there is a farewell, it has to be to something.

And a beginning.

A closure to being dependent on others, a start to getting to know myself better.

In the end, we begin.

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"I am not young enough to know everything." -- Oscar Wilde



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