He quickly entered one of the vacant cubicles and heaved a sigh of relief. This followed with a mellow voice saying:
"How are you doing?"
The man was taken aback but graciously answered:
"I'm fine. Thanks for asking."
Then the voice came again:
"So, what are your plans for tonight?"
The awkward setting started to turn uneasy but nevertheless, he politely replied:
"Well, I'm just here for a couple of shots, nothing much."
And just when the man was anticipating yet another question, he heard the voice exclaiming:
"I'll call you back later, there's a man in the neighboring cubicle answering all my questions.."
Jokes aside, the question comes as this: What is your call? Some scrape it aside and merely pass it off as nature's answering machine. But if you had an urgent need to tend to, a call to attend to, where would you go? And what would your answer be?
A bout of questions to make me wonder: Why do I seek for a girl?
No matter how much I suppress it, something deep down inside screams for a partner of the opposite sex. I know not why I do so. The possibilities are endless.. say, to prove that I'm not gay, to use as a tool to boost my ego or simply to share love with. BGRs these days start so prematurely and the earlier they commence, the faster the conclude. I'm not being jealous but realistic. And still, with this knowledge that relationships don't produce fruit till you're much older, the longing to take this leap of faith hangs in mid-air. The hands that lock on the streets and the smooches of love that occur in public stimulate my lust for love. It isn't one of ludicrous desires but just a girl to turn to. Boys grow old and they grow weird. Things you can share stop somewhere but it takes more than just self-control... it takes an alternative.
But I am not trying, because the hurt still lingers from the past.
Those meaningless days of chasing, the prey without a predator-just the thrill of hunting.
The real problem isn't with chance, it's with me.
<3; 3 days, 3 months, 3 years, 3 decades, 3 centuries, or 3ternity?