Today was boofday (I kinda like the written lingo where booth is boof) and the various Youth Ministries basically did the usual preparation and showcased their own ministry and organization for the youths to join. Pretty much like Raffles Trail and any other CCA fair, and the results the same altogether. I had my mind pretty much fixed on Zion's Joy long before entering the piazza ground so it was straight to their boof, ask some simple questions and wrote my name down. I'm still feeling rather uncertain about this decision. I've always had this inkling and pull to ZJ but when my name descended unto the sign-up sheet, it was the first person from my cohort to join the meager number of applicants. That implied that I'm most likely gonna end up being somewhat alone by myself at the beginning which is awkward. Something bout me that's hard to imagine is that I'm introverted when you least expect me. Put me within friends I've always hanged out with and it's easy to steal the spotlight from time to time. Place me in an entire new environment, gone from the comfort zone, I end up like those stereotypical views of RI dudes who have no social arena. Something just makes me kinda laid back in such situations but I hope that's gonna change.