That single sentence stung my lasting moment of joy upon realizing I actually had free time left to do what I liked to do--screwing around with technology. But some women who unfortunately is related to me in an intimate way, had to burst my bubble and disrupt that moment with such a queasy question.
The stupid question irks me, because it's rhetoric and yet not concurrently, and the answer regardless of it being rhetoric or not, is a definite no, more definite than I can ever be. The answer is simple--because I don't feel like revising and because it's not time yet. I am not in the right mood so I will not conform to your expectations.
It's unfair that once you plunged into a better off class than the average and your grades naturally ascend into standard, your parents understanding of average gradually accelerates into your own grades as well. And it becomes that you are not performing up to expectations when indeed, you are. I have landed in this dimension and I want to break free. I want to be stupid and normal; I want to have more supportive parents that do not harp on grades all the time; I want freedom and I want it now...
I cannot succumb to such outbursts anymore... I should focus on mending my fragmented pieces of my heart first...
And I just recalled, I do have work D: